We came from two different worlds…
Has life ever thrown you a curve ball that questions your
existence and complete purpose on earth? A curve ball that rattles your
thoughts and dreams, and you dare not sleep a wink or blink an eye, for the
feelings you now possess inside of you are so overwhelming and surreal that you
begin to question the possibility of actually finding someone and actually
feeling completely whole and satisfied… and then the final curve ball hits you…
you realize you come from two different worlds that encompasses a different lifestyle, race
and different truths about ourselves. But the beauty of it is that somehow,
somewhere between earth and the rest of the universe, we found a grounding, peace, acceptance and a
connection so powerful, we could be the cause should the earth stop rotating
for a day haha.
Where society binds people, or conforms people into certain
structures and belief systems, we stemmed above these powerful regimes… once upon a time it was just a
man invention, now it suffocates us to obey and follow this new world order accordingly, in order to
keep the earth’s balance intact. Two words… screw that!!!
In the past two weeks my world unfolded and literally split me
into two halves. The first halve I found myself stepping into was a much bigger world with endless
possibilities, where days could go on for days and people would be people, and
you could just be who you are, no matter your race, nationality or life skills,
a place where judgement is handed over to GOD, a place where an inner child of
happiness evolves within you.
During that halve of my existence, I experienced the most
overwhelming and insanely happy easy living, a living that made you feel light
as a feather and radiant as the sunlight. There was no room for fake people,
just this immense zest of energy to live life like a boss every day.
Then as the second halve of my world dawned upon me, and I
immediately picked up on the density of the area, as well as the heaviness of
the people… that’s when a life called a" small reality" kicked back in. And few
hours before my departure, I became tense and anxious and for a split second I
wished I could relive the first half of my world now and I didn’t have to
depart or venture into my depressing second half.
Now I lay in my bed wondering if this was all a dream that
was meant to be lived and enjoyed as a once in a lifetime experience, or was
there actually a guarantee to this life where endless possibilities and happiness
does exist and its literally waiting for change and opportunity to come my way,
grab it and reap the fruits of a future that’s worth looking forward to…?
How did I come across this life… I bumped into a person
greater than he makes himself out to be – and the funny part of it, is that he
didn’t have to do anything at all, he just had to be present and the rest
duplicated and multiplied by itself into an endless bliss of greatness,
happiness and endless journeys. All it took was two forceful balls of energy
that shot up and burst into millions of shooting stars. A space that literally allows your skin to
breath and hair to flare as they please, smiles that stemmed from cheeks
outwardly zinging into your earlobes hahah. One could call it the happy bubble
where you just be who are and not give two hoots about what the rest of the
world thinks of you.
With the full moon above us and a
galaxy of stars glittering around as our audience, we paraded down the streets, from Sea point to Greenpoint, while being the entertainment to a hooker who
needed a smile for the night. We stunned ourselves to say the least... not much
time spent together, but enough to wonder what our energies combined were
capable of...
We came from two different worlds and two different places,
and shared two races, but in soul we resided and infused into one world of
happy spaces.
No matter how much society tries to bind certain cultures
and races together, always remember you are you, and societies weren’t invented
to remain intact and obeyed, therefore break away if the society you conformed
to does not represent your meaning and lifestyle to living life to your full
potential.
I thought society had trapped me for
life, but after my weekends experience... well let’s just say I’ve placed myself
amongst the stars where society and life’s regimes will never find me heheh.
That is all for today… hope I could inspire many souls :)
Until next time.. Ciao bella J
Mish.Dish
