We came from two different worlds…

 Has life ever thrown you a curve ball that questions your existence and complete purpose on earth? A curve ball that rattles your thoughts and dreams, and you dare not sleep a wink or blink an eye, for the feelings you now possess inside of you are so overwhelming and surreal that you begin to question the possibility of actually finding someone and actually feeling completely whole and satisfied… and then the final curve ball hits you… you realize you come from two different worlds that encompasses a different lifestyle, race and different truths about ourselves. But the beauty of it is that somehow, somewhere between earth and the rest of the universe, we found a grounding, peace, acceptance and a connection so powerful, we could be the cause should the earth stop rotating for a day haha.

Where society binds people, or conforms people into certain structures and belief systems, we stemmed above these powerful regimes… once upon a time it was just a man invention, now it suffocates us to obey and follow this new world order accordingly, in order to keep the earth’s balance intact. Two words… screw that!!!

In the past two weeks my world unfolded and literally split me into two halves. The first halve I found myself stepping  into was a much bigger world with endless possibilities, where days could go on for days and people would be people, and you could just be who you are, no matter your race, nationality or life skills, a place where judgement is handed over to GOD, a place where an inner child of happiness evolves within you.

During that halve of my existence, I experienced the most overwhelming and insanely happy easy living, a living that made you feel light as a feather and radiant as the sunlight. There was no room for fake people, just this immense zest of energy to live life like a boss every day.

Then as the second halve of my world dawned upon me, and I immediately picked up on the density of the area, as well as the heaviness of the people… that’s when a life called a" small reality" kicked back in. And few hours before my departure, I became tense and anxious and for a split second I wished I could relive the first half of my world now and I didn’t have to depart or venture into my depressing second half.

Now I lay in my bed wondering if this was all a dream that was meant to be lived and enjoyed as a once in a lifetime experience, or was there actually a guarantee to this life where endless possibilities and happiness does exist and its literally waiting for change and opportunity to come my way, grab it and reap the fruits of a future that’s worth looking forward to…?

How did I come across this life… I bumped into a person greater than he makes himself out to be – and the funny part of it, is that he didn’t have to do anything at all, he just had to be present and the rest duplicated and multiplied by itself into an endless bliss of greatness, happiness and endless journeys. All it took was two forceful balls of energy that shot up and burst into millions of shooting stars.  A space that literally allows your skin to breath and hair to flare as they please, smiles that stemmed from cheeks outwardly zinging into your earlobes hahah. One could call it the happy bubble where you just be who are and not give two hoots about what the rest of the world thinks of you.

With the full moon above us and a galaxy of stars glittering around as our audience, we paraded down the streets, from Sea point to Greenpoint, while being the entertainment to a hooker who needed a smile for the night. We stunned ourselves to say the least... not much time spent together, but enough to wonder what our energies combined were capable of...

We came from two different worlds and two different places, and shared two races, but in soul we resided and infused into one world of happy spaces.

No matter how much society tries to bind certain cultures and races together, always remember you are you, and societies weren’t invented to remain intact and obeyed, therefore break away if the society you conformed to does not represent your meaning and lifestyle to living life to your full potential.

I thought society had trapped me for life, but after my weekends experience... well let’s just say I’ve placed myself amongst the stars where society and life’s regimes will never find me heheh.

That is all for today… hope I could inspire many souls :)

Until next time.. Ciao bella J

Mish.Dish